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idealistic love? i simply dream about it.

7/28/2010 09:41:00 AM

there's been something in my heart begging, "let me be people's person."
i want to be people's person. let me be.

can't we try, just for a little while, to ignore our human intuition to make distinction?
let the differences be nothing but a mere life fact.
there's no one in this world could choose what nation they want to be a part of, what descent they want to be, what kind of environment they want to be born in, what skin color they want to have. it's something you should just face. can you even fucking choose?!



be brave, be mature.
differences exist not to be highlighted as something disturbing but something that could enrich you, enrich this world, something you can learn from, something that could just make this world kind of meaningless without (i guess).

i believe in universal love. everyone has to.
the love towards human in anyhow and any-who they are.
i want to accept people in their abilities and disabilities, with their beliefs that i don't believe, with their orientations of sex, of the values they put as the priorities, with any "class" people are being trapped in.
i want to love people within these undeniable differences.

it doesn't mean being believers or non-believers make no sense for me.
i, myself,got a religion. i have God to be believed in. i'm still being a part of Roman Catholic church.

by the statement i've written down, i'm just trying to be a believer who could understand the main purpose of the religion itself.
religion (in my opinion) can be something you could depend on once you have nothing to hold on, something that brings you to the Life's Source, God with His omnipotence;
and being a believer means, you've made a visible commitment to be something that enlightens people around you, to show love, to care, to accept them when the entire world ignores them.
in short word, to show the good effect of religion you've chosen to believe in.

what hurts me the most is, people who say they are believers make distinction of what religion do people around them believe in. they just seem like stupid hypocrites, by only loving people with same religions, discriminate the different ones, hating the atheists and agnostics (or people with any other religion views). they are human too. you are human, we are all human. we are all just the same. we're just having different perspective of beliefs (and difference, once again, isn't that threatening as long as you've found the truth you believe in is really that true).

i don't intend to blame wrong-perceptions-of-religions as the cause of this chaotic perspective towards differences, honestly. faith is just something personal. i don't really like to have much talk about it. i also still learn while believe in my religion, as those philosophers still learn while seek for the meaning of their existences (there's reason why i make this comparison, but i need more spaces to explain my opinion haha)

i dream of the world when people say "i'm a pluralist" from the bottom of their hearts.
being a pluralist in this context is, to be a person who can accept the differences, accept the pluralism itself, or on the other hand, to have common motivation in their selves to not let differences be something that destroy our own existences.

stop interrupting me by saying "we should have ourselves focused on what's waiting after this world, the new dimension of life, something that our religion believe will come."
i know that. i believe it will come. i had dreams about the end of the world for times.

i just don't want to be so arrogant by only stick to the single vision of that "new life".
we are all now in the present , here and now, be in the circumstance as same species, same creature: human. accept it.
being a human means being needed by others. you're needed by the other human. the other human is needed by you. that's how this world works. deal with it.
(i hate those cruel laws, that can only focus on one's superiority)

my heart keeps repeating these worlds when i see people in every second of my life:
"whether you're atheist, agnostic, believers of any religion; straight, gay, lesbian or whatever; great or not you dress up; how much money you have in your wallet or bank accounts (or even you don't have any); you're still human and therefore i love you."

this may sound like an idealistic love to be really realized, even by myself. but i simply dream about it.
anyone with me?

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