Possibility
6/13/2010 08:35:00 AMHello. Yes, hello. (:
It's still me, Ellena, with these all random and complicated thoughts.
It's been my 3rd (or 4th?) times changing the blog's layouts, title, and even its domain.. and just like what I can see from my previous attempts changing this blog's link, my visitor counter never hits any satisfying numbers. It's fine, anyway. I've been saying that I never intend to write and serve words to gain readers' attentions, i simply play words with my own self, I get used to have conversations with my mind.
And why must it be 'Possibellety' ?
Well, after moments i prefer to only make my Tumblr's followers happy with their dashboards (which causes the boring old post in this blog), I finally decided to change this blog's look, and.. its title.
The thought of name 'Possibellety' itself has been in my mind for long time. You can notice i put my nick 'Elle' in that word, when the word itself actually refers to original word 'Possibility'.
This 'Possibellety' word was actually another random mind-tickle in one morning, and the ideas of seeing (and configuring) its philosophy has pushed me into a decision to use it here, to be my blog's title.
I believed it could be the right word to conclude most of my posts in this blog, which are simply the signs of my complicated mind. It could just tell: Here lies the possibility of any sides of Elle's mind.
Fyi, lately I've been experiencing the cruelty of complex mind, the mind that's too greedy to not question the previous questions and question the future answers. It's tiring. But I still can't figure out what's happening with my brain. Whatever happens with this thought, the good point is.. It at least can answer why word 'Possibellety' awkwardly came to my mind.
And in these days, I feel like hearing more conversations in my head in everytime i stop talking to people. I've been worrying it's not a normal thing, but friends retweeted that sentence and i just felt nothing but thankful for not being the only one who does.
Perhaps this has something to do with person I recently adore. A person with brilliant thought and great words and i just can't help myself to not fall into his words. He reminds me of Gie, my super-man, the man I've decided to always be compared to any potential-partner, LOL I know it sounds cheesy but who cares? :p
Again, the good point is the possibility of thinking and seeking that comes like an aggressive lust in (probably) positive way. Maybe it's intelligence I'm concerning about, or anything else I haven't be able to figure out.
However, i hope this refreshed blog could do something to anyone who read.
Light up your possibility of seeing things in different point of view, let your complicated mind guides your curiosity to another interesting questions. Instead intimidates you to be somebody whom people, in instant(but unluckily incorrect) way, determine as 'clever men' with these all intentions of knowing, let's have fun with our existence in this interesting universe.
Like what I have ever tweeted,
"The complexity of human seems like a fun thing to always get trapped in."
p.s:
Please pray for my Final Exam, it's going to be started on June 22 until July 2. Wish me luck (:
It's still me, Ellena, with these all random and complicated thoughts.
It's been my 3rd (or 4th?) times changing the blog's layouts, title, and even its domain.. and just like what I can see from my previous attempts changing this blog's link, my visitor counter never hits any satisfying numbers. It's fine, anyway. I've been saying that I never intend to write and serve words to gain readers' attentions, i simply play words with my own self, I get used to have conversations with my mind.
And why must it be 'Possibellety' ?
Well, after moments i prefer to only make my Tumblr's followers happy with their dashboards (which causes the boring old post in this blog), I finally decided to change this blog's look, and.. its title.
The thought of name 'Possibellety' itself has been in my mind for long time. You can notice i put my nick 'Elle' in that word, when the word itself actually refers to original word 'Possibility'.
This 'Possibellety' word was actually another random mind-tickle in one morning, and the ideas of seeing (and configuring) its philosophy has pushed me into a decision to use it here, to be my blog's title.
I believed it could be the right word to conclude most of my posts in this blog, which are simply the signs of my complicated mind. It could just tell: Here lies the possibility of any sides of Elle's mind.
Fyi, lately I've been experiencing the cruelty of complex mind, the mind that's too greedy to not question the previous questions and question the future answers. It's tiring. But I still can't figure out what's happening with my brain. Whatever happens with this thought, the good point is.. It at least can answer why word 'Possibellety' awkwardly came to my mind.
And in these days, I feel like hearing more conversations in my head in everytime i stop talking to people. I've been worrying it's not a normal thing, but friends retweeted that sentence and i just felt nothing but thankful for not being the only one who does.
Perhaps this has something to do with person I recently adore. A person with brilliant thought and great words and i just can't help myself to not fall into his words. He reminds me of Gie, my super-man, the man I've decided to always be compared to any potential-partner, LOL I know it sounds cheesy but who cares? :p
Again, the good point is the possibility of thinking and seeking that comes like an aggressive lust in (probably) positive way. Maybe it's intelligence I'm concerning about, or anything else I haven't be able to figure out.
However, i hope this refreshed blog could do something to anyone who read.
Light up your possibility of seeing things in different point of view, let your complicated mind guides your curiosity to another interesting questions. Instead intimidates you to be somebody whom people, in instant(but unluckily incorrect) way, determine as 'clever men' with these all intentions of knowing, let's have fun with our existence in this interesting universe.
Like what I have ever tweeted,
"The complexity of human seems like a fun thing to always get trapped in."
p.s:
Please pray for my Final Exam, it's going to be started on June 22 until July 2. Wish me luck (:
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